yesterday,21 .



and i wanna tell someone that ;



i really regret for all th things i had done to him.
i know i had hurt him alot.
and all the pains i put him through ,
i wish i could take it all away .
i just wish to not know him now .but, i wish to know him later.
bcause i hate all th things that i had given him all ths while . all th pains ..and all th things that he dislike me to do,but..i did wthout him knowing. .
i love ths person alot. like more then anythg?
i said .. i wanna restart it all over again .
and he agreed .


For him ;

thanks for gving me another chance to restart it all over again .
&i promise, i tak akan kecewekan you lagi ths time .
and, i want you to know that . .
i never ever felt regret after being wth you.
i felt like im like th luckiest girl in ths world to hav you .
you understand me ,alot.
you'll always there when i need you.
i know im not a perfect person for you,
cause theres many things i wish ..but i didn't do .
but now, im really happy because we're starting ths new lyfe.
forgiv me kay, for all th pains i had given you.
and i know its hard for you to forgiv me .
but, even if you do not wanna for give me . .its okay .i know th reason .

im scared to lost you~~


For all the readers;


I want you guys out there to b th witness .
" i, JUHAIRABINTEAHAMAD LOVE SHAHRULAMIRULBINAMIN ALOT.
and i will try my best not to make him dissapointed wth ths new lyfe of ours.i wont do th things that he dont like .
i will do all th things that i wish i could do. "





I LOVE YOU SHAHRULAMIRUL!!!